I will be fine. I'm always fine. This is my perfect little life. I smile. I laugh. Nothing ever goes wrong. Nothing..

I've been broken before.

And I know what it feels like to see something funny and not be able to laugh
You know?
when I say I'm okay.
My mouth moves and joyful little meaningless words fall from it.
Everything's okay.
But inside I'm screaming out for help.
Screaming for someone to save me.
My shouts are deafening, yet, no one seems to hear them~~
It seems no matter where I go..
or who I'm with,
the pain follows me everywhere...

well...I don't think anybody knows me now..

hahahaaaaaa